I waited until the very last minute. I wasn’t sure if I really wanted to do it. I thought about it, weighed my options. I could lose it all. I could lose access to what has been here before. I wasn’t sure what to do.
But what if I decided not to do it? What would happen? I didn’t know. And I couldn’t find out any consequences to nonaction. I decided to just do it. I didn’t want to be risky. I didn’t want to do something silly. That would be ridiculous.
What would happen? Someone could become an imposter, a poser, a copycat. There is only one me, after all. What if I had to change who I am, what I have started, and what this has become? I am known, for this, here. With you.
You would miss me, right? Then what? What would this be without you here and me? What would we do, without each other, us two? I couldn’t bear the thought of it all. I didn’t want to think of the loss. The absence. The sadness that would come if I didn’t just do it already.
So, nervously, I sat down and did the inevitable.
I renewed my blog domain!! You have ME! For at least another year.
Aren’t you just so happy?! I know!!